My love, My soulmate...

Will you always be THERE 4 me, eventhough u're not HERE right now?
Will you still remember my voice eventhough I hardly call u anymore?
Will you miss me a lot if I may not hav time 4 u?

Will you luv me as much as I do?
Coz I luv u...that much..
Will you?

perusak suasana

sebel..sebel..sebel..ngong2 skrg nyebelin d.. I wanted a story, but he changed it to reality. I wish he knew it himself by not having having to tell me. but he just did! Again! It becomes annoying sometimes. How will he understand? I'm not asking much here. Just want to make it nicer...But I guess, it's too late now.. G romantis d. huh, sebel!! Hikz
the good news is..He's back to the old him..haha.. That's something to celebrate..^^
ngong2....hiakakakakk

confused...

haiz..now it seems that I'm the one who keep posting..haha
anyway..juz want to say that i'm a bit confused today.. Why he wanted me to do something but on the other hand he didn't do it himself. G konsekuen kalo jd org. Hikz.. And yet, he somehow thinks that I'm the one that has to listen to him. But why he doesn't want to understand me n not listening to me? sebenernya ini slh siapa c?? Aq yg eogis? ap Dia? Binun... dudutz...=.=

The more I miss him, the more it Hurts....

haiyoh..so difficult to write in english..gomen...T___T I think I prefer a bit 'mix' here..haha
Duh, bete bgt d.. I really want to just pick up the phone n say hi.. But, my heart just won't let me do it.. Kl skrg c, i'm fine. Aga skt c, but i can still handle this.. Tp ntar tu lho kl ud mulai kangen trus akire sms ato tlp, everytime I hear his voice it really makes me wanna cry. Why? I just don't get it. Is this what you call LOVE? That you want him so much to be here, but can't bring him to your heart? So this is how it feels.. Smakin gw ngmg m dy, smakin skt rasanya.. Duh, it hurts like hell.. Haiz.. I think i'm starting to go crazy.. Can someone help me? Skt ini udah g bs ditahan lg.. Pgn msk UGD aj..>,<

Is This the Feeling When You About to Lose Someone?

Dunno how am I going to say this, but it really does hurt since he went away... It's not that he's leaving me.. But, I feel more n more insecure these days. I know how I always like to listen to his voice.. It was really soothing. But why somehow now, that feeling didn't come anymore. Infact, it always hurt everytime I hear his voice. I love him so much that sometimes I just don't want him to go away..sob..sob..T___T
I feel that now he doesn't care for me as musch as he used to. I know that he usually asked what's wrong with me. But now, all he does is just saying "ooooh, i see...". To be honest, it hurts. N it really does. There are times when I thought to just end it here, he always say that we will pass this. Anf that we have to believe to make it happen. But that was then... Now, I think he himself feel the same feeling like I do. No more comforting time. All we have is our own mind. Our own decision. And I think thats why, I've been having this feelings. Feelings where I really want him to be like he used to. But how? In this time, I don't think he will understand. He thinks I'm silly by talking about this. What should I do? Is our relation going to end up here? I'm afraid...